August 20, 2012 § Leave a comment
So it has been about a month since I updated here. Shocking. I think I wonder so much about what to do with this space and how it really fits in with anything else that I just end up neglecting it altogether. Unfortunately a familiar pattern of thought right there. I know I need to stop thinking so much about how I fit in this world and what others think of me, and I have to a large extent. Trust me. However, I still admittedly have some growth to do in that area.
One of the main things I wanted to write about here is my race training. As mentioned previously, I am running a half marathon on September 16th (less than a month away!) and have been training for it during much of this summer. I actually switched over to a marathon training plan (Hal Higdon Novice 1) when the timing was right to line up with the half. So currently I am in week #5 of this plan with the intention of then running the Philadelphia Marathon on November 18th. This will mean cutting out week #17 of the Higdon plan (sorry Hal!). Of course in true me fashion I haven’t actually signed up for the full marathon yet, but I am planning to finalize that by Labor Day Weekend. I even purchased Hal Higdon’s Marathon and thought about opening it up and giving it a read a few times. Serious business! Truthfully, I’m just lazy when it comes to reading anything that isn’t a magazine these days. Attention span, where are you?
My longest run far was Saturday’s nine miles, which was a bit of a struggle. I feel like a lot of this was mental as my actual pace wasn’t at all off with my normal pace for long runs , though I slowed a bit. I also didn’t get out until near noon. While this weekend the temps were actually quite pleasant, I feel like I would have had a better run if I weren’t out during the hotter point of the day. The reason why I think a lot of it was mental was due to how much talking to myself I had to do and the fact that the lat mile was so incredibly easy once I realized it was the last. My last long run of 8 miles two weekends before was not at all like this, though the pace and run itself was quite similar.
My goal time for the half is under 2:15, which the trusty McMillan Running Calculator tells me is totally possible. And in my mind and body I think this is totally possible as well. My goal for the full would be 4:45, which the McMillan Calculator also tells me is possible. However, more realistically I do have a B goal of just finishing in under 5 hours. I won’t lie though, I wish I could go by the Oprah standard of 4:29. I mean I feel like I should be as fit as Oprah was when she ran the MCM, but I am sure that is based on somewhat faulty judgement. I’m no Oprah and my current training times do not indicate that this is a goal I should be setting for myself at this point. We’ll see. For now I would be thrilled with under 4:45 as I am still a bit intimidated by 26.2.
Anyway, hopefully I will have much more to add in coming days. I really think actively blogging will help me in various ways. My life and my attitude about it is changing and evolving so much lately, but there is also a lot of anxiety and fear that needs to be dealt with as well. I guess I just need to keep reminding myself of this: